~ AzurA&Hassanah ~

WORK WORK WORK! =)

2011-03-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

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Chinese Garden & Prawning

2011-02-17T12:24:00.000+08:00

On Monday, Bf Brought Me To Another Side Of Chinese Garden. Didnt Know They Had The CG WaterFront At The Back. Simply Beautiful!!

The Colorful, Beautiful, Waterful Fountain! Hehehe.. =)

Boyfren Being Playful, He Came Up With This Idea.. Hahaha.. =)

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Yesterday, Went Out First With Boyfriend To Watch Green Hornet(free tix =P). The Movie Storyline Is Boring But The Action, Not Bad. After The Movie, We Went To JW To Have Our Lunch While Waiting For Bf's Fren, Ine, To End His Work At 3pm. Deliciousoooo!!!!

After Ine End His Work, We Met Him At My House Esso And Off We Went To Bishan Prawn Fishing!!!! YeeeeHaaaa!!! Bf Paid 60Bucks For It.. Tsk Tsk..

Within An Hour!!! LOOK AT THAT!!! AWESOME!!!

The Happy Boyfriend!!!

Thank You Love For That 2 Days Spent. We Are Going Again On Saturday Hopefully With A Bigger Group And More Praaaaaaawns!!!.. Hehhehe! iLy! =))

5th Monthsary - 4/2/11

2011-02-05T02:05:00.000+08:00

Dear Love, Thank You For The Movie, The Window Shopping, The Milkshake, The Gift & Lastly Thank You For Every Moment I Spent With You Today! And I Love The Way How I Make You Speechless.. I Love You Abdul Hafiz Bin Abu Bakar! =))

*In The Cinema*

Me : *serious face* By! Asal you buat i mcm gini?!

Love : Buat apa?!

Me : Asal By!! Asal you buat i mcm gini ah!!!

Love : Buat apa LAAAAAAAAH!!!!

Me : Making me fall for you again and again..

Love : Pause and went speechless..

Me : *smiles*

Dearest Hassanah, Thank You For Listening To Every Of My Pain, Problem, Tears About My Life, I So Need It.. And Thank You For Counselling Me On What I Should Do Next And All.. Thank You For Being There For Me Even Though Our Conversation And Meet Up Ran Short Every Since You Start Working And Me In Poly.. Thank You Dear Buddy.. I Love You Anak Safar!!!!

Lunch, Movie & Sheeshaa

2011-02-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

It Was Great Meeting You Ladies Once Again After Months And Months Of Not Meeting. A Great Meet Up For Our 4 Years & 9 Years Of Friendship.. =))

Lunch At Tong Seng Was Great.. Everyone Got Confused On Who Has To Pay To Whom.. LOL!!

We All Went To Catch A Movie, Solomon Kane At FilmGrade.. It Was A Really Really Good Movie, The Gore, The Suspense, The Action, Everything Was In There.. Superb Movie Especially Watching It With All My Good Friends.. =)

Before We Parted, We Went To Arab Street For A Sheesha Session And We Shared About Whats Been Happening In Our Lives.. I Felt Better After Talking To Them About What Has Happen And All And So Did They. The Day Spent Was Really Good That We Forgot How Time Flies And We Rushed Back Home.. Thank You Mar, Zya, Has, Ryz And BabyLove For The Outing.. Till Next Time! =))

Kak Lili's Wedding, Yishum Dam, Anderson Ice Cream Fondue & Movie

2011-01-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday Went To Bedok To Attend A Senior's Wedding, She Was Really Gorgeous And The Food Was Great Too. I Pray That Kak Lily Will Have A Blissful Marriage Till Death! Hehehe! =P

After The Wedding, Boyfriend Brought Me To Yishun Dam.. Pretty Ulu Area But Damn Breezy And Romantic.. LOL!!! =))

After That, Boyfriend Brought Me To JP To Have Our Anderson Ice Cream Couple Fondue!!! Yeay!!! Been Wanting This For So Long!!! =))

The Excitement When The Food Came!! LOL! ROCK ONNN!!!

And The Look Of Satisfaction On Boyfriend's Face, Priceless!! LOL!

Thank You Boyfriend For The Awesome Sunday!! iLy! =]

Watch & Hiatus

2011-01-07T21:00:00.001+08:00

Thank You Abdul Hafiz Bin Abu Bakar For Secretly Bringing Me To Bencoolen St And Pretend To Buy It For Yourself And Secretly Put It In My Bag When I Leave My Bag To You.. Thank You For The Watch Baby!!! I Like!! =))

And Im Going On Hiatus For Awhile.. Been A Crazy Ride For Me And Bad Start Of 2011. With All The Backstabbing, The Pretense, The Lying, The Death Of A Friend, School And All So Yeah, It Would Be Good To Be Alone For Now. Goodbye! =)

Botanical Garden, Haw Par Villa & 4th Month

2011-01-05T12:56:00.000+08:00

During My Holidays, Me and Nadhirah Went To Botanical Garden For A Double Date Picnic, After Which We Went To Arab Street For A Sheeshaa Session. =)

Went To Haw Par Villa With Love During One Of My Holidays. That Place Has Been There For Almost 73 Years. I Went There 12 Yrs Ago When I Was In My Primary School Days.. And Now, 21, Im Going Again Just To Relive The Memories. =))

And Love, Happy 4th! =)

Mustaffa Centre And Karaoke!

2010-12-31T12:53:00.000+08:00

Went To Mustaffa Centre With BestFriend And Karaoke With The Rest Of My Sayangs! =))

I Had An Awesome Time With You Guys Before 2010 Ends. Thank You For Still Being By My Side Despite The Ups And Downs We Had!! I Love You Guys Lots!! Till We Meet Again!! Have A Blast 2011 Aite!! =))

Chinese Garden & 2nd JB Trip

2010-12-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

Monday, Went To Jp & Chinese Garden With Beloved Abdul Hafiz Bin Abu Bakar! =)

Toying With His Hugo Boss Shades.. Roooaaaarr!!!

Transformer Love Lightning ? LOL!

We Played Several Games Like Uno And Jingga.. Only Aida Knows What Happen There.. Hahaha! =)

Went To Jb Again Today With Dearest Aida!! =)

Thats Beary!! Aida's Boyfriend.. Hahah!

Cant Wait To Eat!!

FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD!

Dear Nuraida, I Had An Awesome And Fun Time At The JB In Both Days That I Went With You. Im Sorry If I Did Something Wrong Along The Way And I Wanna Go With You Again!! Hahaha! Thanks Alot For Everything.. Sayang Kamu Many2! =))

My 2 Boyfriends In The World! =))

2010-12-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

Met Boyfriend Today, Was Thankful He Was Willing To Accompany To Help Me Sent Things To My Cousin.. Thank You So Mucccch! =))

Thank You For The Doraemon Sayang!! =))

Went To U.D.D.E.R.S =))

Belgian Waffle Icecream!! Strawberry Cookies And Cream!! =))

Thank You For The Day Spent MyCuteBabyKingKong! =))

Bought Daddy A Cake And Celebrated His Birthday.. =))

Daddy Look Sho Old In The Cammy!! Tsk Tsk!! Happy Birthday Dad!! Saya Sayang Kamu! =)

JB Trip With Nuraida & Mummy!

2010-12-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

Alright.. The JB Trip Was A Success Despite The Bumpy Rides And Idiotic Drivers Who Nearly Bang Our Taxi. SCREW YOU.. Anyway.. Thank You Aida For Making The Jb Trip So Much Fun.. We Kinda Got What We Wanted.. Except The A&W Part.. Hahaha.. Pictures Below!! =))

In The 160 Bus!

Reach Larkin, Eat Breakfast! Mee Henna Soto *inside joke* =P

As Usual, Prata For Me!!

I Kept Staring At The Soto With The Inside Joke Lingering In My Mind.. Hahaha!

Got Myself Cotton Candy!

We Got Our Belgian Waffle!!

Portuguese Egg Tart!!!

Heh.. Me Love Blue!

Tsktsk.. FairyGodCurlyAuntie! Hahah!

Home!!

Wendy's . Niece . Cravings . Future Outings =))

2010-12-19T23:21:00.001+08:00

Alright, Thank You To Boyfriend For Bringing Me To NEX Serangoon To Eat Dinner At Wendy's. Like FinaaaaaLLaaaay!!! Hahahha! =))

Look At The Way His Looking At The Strawberry Shake.. Tsk! Tsk!

As Usual, Niece Will Stay A Day During Either Weekends At My Place. Look How Adorable She Is Wearing My Dad's Hat! =))

IM CRAZILY CRAVING FOR PIZZA!!!! GGGRRRR!!!

Oh! Oh! I Cant Wait For Niece To Come Again Tomorrow(20th), The Class Outing Happening On 21st, The JB Trip With Aida On 22nd, Dad's Birthday On 23rd And Meeting Him On 24th! Okay! I Can Say It Will Be An Awesome Week For Meee! Ciao People! =))

Hafeez Birthday, 3rd Month And Niece =)

2010-12-06T16:30:00.000+08:00

Alright, First Up, Happy Belated 21st Birthday To Mr HafeeeeeeeeeeeZ! =) We Had A Small Gathering And Mini Birthday Celebration For Hafiz On 1st Of Dec. Hope You Had Fun On That Day!!

The Food That We Ordered And Ate!! Yummaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!! =))

KARAOKE YOOOO!!!! YeeeHaaaa!!! =))

Next, Last Saturday, Went To Waffle Factory For Our 3rd Monthsary!! Yummmmaaaaay!!!! But Unfortunately, Some Parts Got Burnt.. But Its Okay, Its Still Naize!! But U.D.D.E.R.S Is The Best!! =))

Look At That Silly Face!! Tsk Tsk!!!

On Sunday, Niece Came Over!! She Complete My Sunday!! I Love You Little Girl!! =))

New Classmates, Harrypotter&WaffleIceCream

2010-11-21T00:40:00.001+08:00

This Colorful Terrorist, The Name Is Farhan.. His My New Classmate And A Father Figure To Us.. A Very Knowledgeable Man Plus His Super Tall and Long!! =))

Thats Farhan And Ben Pretending To Do Their Own Stuff In The Sch's Handicap Toilet.. Hahhaa! =))

& This Are The Ladies In My Class.. We Wore Black On That Day And Some Of The Guys Were Pretty Jealous.. Hahhaha! =))

Yesterday, Me Has & Aida Went To Watch Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows At Westmall.. As Usual, Harry Potter Is Da Bomb!!!! Cant Wait For The Continuation!!! =))

Has Had To Leave After The Movie, But Me&Aida Had Our Waffle Ice Cream At U.D.D.E.R.S =))

Had An Awesome Day With The Ladies Seleduping Food And Drinks Into The Theatre And Making A Joke While Watching Harry Potter.. Till We Meet Again! XoXo =))

Wedding, Haji & Niece

2010-11-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

Went To Johan's Sister Wedding On 7 November 2010. Congrats To Kak Siti Nurhalizah! Waiting For Johan To Send Us The Photo We Took With His Sister.. =)

Mum Went To Mekkah For Her Pilgrimage On 10 November. I Pray For Your Safety, Ur Well Being & Hope That You Will Find Whatever Your Seeking Over There Mum.. I Miss You... =)

Niece Came Over During The Weekend And Sis Took Niece's Photo Of Her Poo Using My Phone And I Didnt Notice.. Good Job Sis!!

Niece's Feet Vs Mine!!! So Small!!!

While Niece Is Drinking Her Milk, The Mother Is Finding Fleas On Her Daughter's Head.. Hahaha..

And Ouh, Went Out With Sis & Niece Too.. We Sat At Secret Recipe And I Indulge In My Chocolate Banana!!! =))

I Want Saturday To Come Fast!! I Need Saturday Badly!! Harry Potter & A Special Place For Aida! =))

2nd Month Anniversary! =))

2010-11-05T00:55:00.001+08:00

Alright, After Class, Boyfriend Fetch Me In School And Told Me We Are Going Marina.. For A Moment I Thought, We Were Going To Marina Square. But It Turns Out, He Brought Me To Marina Keppel By The Bay.. The Place Was Indeed Beautiful. The Place Was Pretty Posh And Exclusive, It Was Pretty Awkward For Me.. But Hey, He Gave Me The Strength To Overcome That Awkwardness.

When We Arrive, I Have Yet To Know, What Was His Intention Of Bringing Me Here. I Asked Again And All He Said, "Just Follow Me". And So, I Did. Took The Lift And Went To The 3rd Floor. To My Surprise, He Brought Me To TCC For A Late Lunch. And The TCC Over There Is Very Exquisite With 2 businessmen and businesswomen. I Was Really Taken Aback With What He Has Planned. We Sat, And Start Choosing Our Food.. I Had My Chicken & Turkey Bacon Lasagne While Bf Had His Aglio Oglio, We Had Desserts Too.. It Was Indeed A Pleasant Late Lunch.. It Cost Him A Bomb.. Poor Bf.. But Hey, Once In A While, Why Not Right?

After Eating, Bf Hurried Brought Me To The Open Space And We Watch The Sun Sets.. The Scenery Was Absolutely Wonderful, Especially When He Whispered To My Ear And Said "I Love You". I Really Wanted To Cry, But I Hold It Back Knowing That It Was A Special Day, Wouldnt Wanna Ruin It Right? After The Sun Has Set, We Decide To Head Down To Vivo And Simply Walk Around To Feel The Cold Air.

Then Bf Suggested Heading To Jurong Point And Off We Go. Upon Arriving, We Proceeded To C&J Jewellery.. Both Of Us Was Looking At The Ring.. After Much Consideration, He Bought The Ring And Will Collect It On Sunday.. Today Itself, Bf Spent Almost 200$ On Me Today.. Felt So Bad.. Still, Thank You Abdul Hafiz Bin Abu Bakar For The Splendid Day! I Love You =)

We Have Known Each Other For A Few Years Now.. But It Was Only Recently(4thSeptember2010) That We Decide To Take Things Seriously. Throughout Those Years, Thank You For Being A Good Friend And A Good Buddy.. And Now, Thank You For Being A Great Lover.. =))

Birthdays, Ceremony & Anniversary!

2010-11-04T15:11:00.000+08:00

Dearest Bestfriend, I Hope You Like The Surprise We Gave Ya At Pizza Hut On 24 Sept & I Should Have Post It Up On The 30th October But I Was Busy So Here Am I Finally Updating It.. Happy 22nd Belated Birthday Darling!! =)

Dearest Jon, A Happy Belated 20th Birthday To You On The 29th October & Thank You Junior For Baking The Cake.

And The Biggest Event The Family Ever Made.. October Birthday Celebration, Cukur Rambut & Pilgrimage Ceremony.

Thats The Niece Who Is Sleeping Soundly While Waiting For Her Hair To Be Cut.

Thank You My Dear Friends & Bf For Helping Out In This Huge Ceremony.

Today, Happy 2nd Month Sayang! =))

2010-10-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

Everytime I say I love you...

I'm really trying to say

so much more than

those three little words.

I'm trying to say you

mean more to me than

anyone else in the world.

I'm trying to let you know

that I adore you and that

I cherish the time we spend together.

I'm trying to explain that

I want you and that

I need you and that

I get lost in wonderful thoughts

every time I think about you.

And each time I whisper "I love you",

I'm trying to remind you

that you're the best thing

that has ever happened to me.

Wedding, Karaoke, Picnic, Niece, Sick

2010-10-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

Cousin Got Married! =))

7 Hours Of Karaoke At Cuppage Plaza!! =))

Picnic With Aida, Bf, Aisyah, Johan, AJ, Fazli, FarahD, Sakinah, Danial. =))

Niece & Sis Came To Stay Over The Weekend. They Are Going Back Home Tomorrow.. =))

Qalesya =))

Bf Have Been Sick For 5 Days Already.. =(( Please Get Well Soon Sayang.. =D

2010-10-04T00:19:00.002+08:00

Love, Happy 1st Month!! Wo Ai Ni! 040910 =))

"Promise to love me, not forever
because forever is too short...

but promise to love me each

and every day of our lives"

2010-10-03T03:06:00.004+08:00

by... jgn fikirkn yg bukan2 k... di hati i cume ade seorang gadis je... dan orgnye bername Nurazura binte mohamed hasan... bakal isteri i...

i tk malu nk katekn kat u kerane i benar2 sygkn u...

percayelah bahawa i adalah seorang insan yg setia pade satu dan tkan lepaskn cintenye melainkn tuhan yg maha besar dan maha penyayang..

=)) I Love You BoyFriend =))

Johan & Ayee Bdae Celebration =))

2010-10-02T02:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Went To Vivo For A Short While To Meet Up With The Gerek People For Johan's Little Bdae Surprise. Bought Him A Small Cake! =)) Happy Belated Birthday Bro!! =))

Today, Went To Ayeeesyaaaaa Birthday Celebration At Costa Sand Resort!! Had Fun Bashing People On The Bed!!! Thank You Gerek People! =))

Stepping Into A New Life, Without Me Realising, So Much Things Have Changed & Happened Till I Couldn't Even Breathe Even For A Sec. So Many Things Happen, So Many Shits Happen & Little TIme To Make A Change. & Yes, Its My Mistake.. Trying To Satisfy Everyone Is Definitely Impossible. But At Least, A Little Understanding Could Go A Long Way Ya Know... F U PEOPLE!!! GRRRR!!!!!

Baby, ITE Dover, Clementi, Balestier StudentCouncil Raya & Junior

2010-09-27T20:42:00.000+08:00

Finally After Almost 3yrs Of Trying, Sis Got Pregnant And Gave Birth To A Baby Girl, Qalesya =)

To All 20 or 23 Ex- SC Clementi, Dover & Balestier, Thank You For The Great Raya Outing. Thank You For Inviting Me. Thank You For The Great Joy, Fun & Laughter. Million Apologies For My WrongDoings To Each & Every One Of You! See You Guys On Ayeesyaa Bdae Celebration Aite! =]

Vyner Gerard Albuquerque Junior, Thank You For Every Single Thing You Have Done For Me. I Have Never Regretted Knowing You Despite Your Little Imperfections. Your Presence, Your Strength, Your Determination To Live, Teaches Me To View Life In A Different Way. Please Come Back Soon, My Friend.

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Love, Thank You For Meeting Me On Friday, Saturday & Sunday. When You Ask Me, Which Part Makes Me Happy The Most During The Outing? Obviously Its All, But The Best Of All When It All Happens Along With You! =))

Saturday&Sunday Raya Outing!! =D

2010-09-20T02:15:00.002+08:00

Saturdaaaaay.. Went To Raya Outing With Bf's Side, Juying Secondary Peeps! Awesoooome Motorbike Raya Outing!! =)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

&
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Yesterdaaaaay Had My ITE Raya Outing! Awesooooome! Wooooo!!! =)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Lepak Di Rumah Sayeeeer.....

2010-09-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

Since Everyone Was Free Ytd, We Decide To Have A Small Gathering At My Place.. And We Watch Mohabbatein Yooooooo!!! & Bf Came Along Too!! =)

AKU RINDU NUR HASSANAH BTE SAFAR!!!!! =(

Junior's Farewell, Ayeesyaa's Mini Bdae Surprise And Joe's Surprise Bdae Gift =D

2010-09-14T02:17:00.001+08:00

Alright, First Up, In The Morning Had My Exam, After That, A Few Of My Classmates Decides To Spent Time With Junior Before He Leaves For Chicago For His Leukemia Treatment.. And Off We Went To Flyer.. =D

Lets All Give A Prayer To My Friend, Junior Whom Was Diagnosed With Leukemia. Lets Pray For His Well Being And Safety Back And Fro. Thank You! =D

After Meeting The Poly Mates, Met Up With My Awesome ITE Junior Ex Sc Mates!! =D Ayeeesyaa Mini Bdae Surprise By Kyn & Mike Was Great. Joe's Bdae Gift Planned By Kyn Was Double The Greatness.. Thank You Aisyah, Sakinah, Mike, Jo, Nas & Aida For Making My Day Double Triple Awesome!!! =D

& I Cant Wait To Meet Love Later!! =))

Eh! Eh! Raya Lah!! =D

2010-09-11T19:31:00.001+08:00

Wahai Sekalian Umat Islam Di Seluruh Dunia,

Selamat

Hari

Raya,

Maaf

Zahir

Dan

Batin!!

2010-09-05T17:19:00.000+08:00

Alright The Meet Up With The Gangs Was Awesome.. I Cant Remember When Was The Last Time I Met Them. Thank you Guys For The Crazy, Wacky, Idiotic, Random, Funny, Laughter Moments!! We Shall Meet Again During Raya!! =)

& Thank You Sayang For Joining Me & My Friends!! iLy! =)

Before I met you,

I thought I was happy,

and I was,

but I had never known

the rich contentment,

deep satisfaction,

and total fulfillment

you brought to me

when you came into my life.

Before I met you,

I felt a lot of things,

good things,

but I had never experienced

the indescribably intense

feelings I have for you.

Before I met you,

I thought I knew myself,

and I did,

but you looked deep inside me

and found fresh new things

for us to share.

Before I met you,

I thought I knew about love,

but I didn’t,

until I met you.

By Joanna Fuchs

Untukmu Sayang...

2010-08-31T00:50:00.001+08:00

kerinduan terdalam

entah mengapa…
setiap detik ku selalu mengingat wajahmu…
entah mengapa..
setiap ku merenung teringat namamu..
entah mengapa…
ini terjadi padaku

tak bisa kutahan gejolak rasa rindu
tak bisa kutahan mendengar suaramu
tak bisa kutahan ingin berjumpa denganmu
tak bisa kutahan derap langkahku segera menghampirimu.

ku mohon terus pertahankan rasa ini
kumohon jangan pisahkan ia dari diri.. ini
kumohon berikan kebahgian ini abadi
semoga ini menjadi cinta terakhir untuk ku.

Terima Kasih Kerana Mengembalikan Senyuman Di Bibir Dan Di Hatiku... =)

Movie & Iftar

2010-08-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

I Sure Had A lot Of Fun With The Above People Yesterday. We Had A Movie Session To Watch Step Up 3.. I Watch Twice Already!! Hahaha!! Moose Make Me Go Goo Goo Gaa.. After That Movie Session, Met Up With The Ex-Student Council Mates From Dover, Balestier & Clementi For Iftar Session.. Thank You Guys For The Awesome Day Yesterday!! Till We Meet Again! =)

Tomolo Gonna Meet Up Love For Johor Session!! Woooooots!! =)

~ AzurA ~

2010-08-18T17:11:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday, Me, Aida & Mommy Went To Arab & Bussorah Street For Tailoring & Bazaar! Teehee.. Thanks To Mommy, Aida Got What She Wanted.. Alhamdulilah! I Hope They Will Tailor Your Baju As What You Expected Okay! =) & Nyet, Thank For Accompanying Me To Imm To Find Daddy's Present.. =)

Oh! This Is Mini Otak2 At Bussorah Street! Deliciouso!!! =)

Last Sunday, My Bro In Law Had A Flea Market @ *scape park. We Reach There @ 7am-.- & Finish Packing @ 7pm. Thanks Bro For Not Allowing Me To Go Meet My Friends(sorry zubs & all for not coming, family comes first) =( , Lucky Its Because Your Short Of Manpower & Sis Is Heavily Pregnant, If Not, I Wouldnt Wanna Come At All.

& Oh I Miss The Second Owner Of This Blog.. =(

~ AzurA ~

2010-08-10T21:12:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday, Me, Aida & Junior Went Out For Our Popeye Date!! Afterwhich, Junior Had To Go For His Next Appointment, While Me & Aida Went To Arab Street To Meet Cik Bibi For Enquiries On Baju Raya.

Then We Headed Down To Imm To Grab Our Spiceeeeeee Nugget & Had Our Jumpshots At Imm Carpark! =) Thank You For The Great Saturday Lovely People! =)

2010-08-06T22:03:00.003+08:00

Alright, Recently I Had A Heart To Heart Talk With Hassanah.. And Im Thankful To Have A Bestfriend Whom Knows How I Felt, Who felt What I Felt, Who Hears My Pain Without Feeling Bored, Who Was There When I Burst Out Crying In Front Of Her & Who Never Stop Giving Me Encouragement, Support And Strength When I Needed It The Most. Thank You Has.. I Love You, I Really Do. =)

That Face After Crying.. Tsk Tsk.. =P

Well, Other Then Crying, I Still Have The Time To Fool Around.. =)

Me & You @ Chinese Garden, The Place Who Kept All My Love, My Pain, My Joy, My Cry & My Laughter. =)

And I Still Had Time To Promote Bro-In-Law's Wedding Services! =P

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Today, I Manage To Encourage My Classmates To Wear Red Or White.. I So Love It!! Patriotic To The Max!! And So, W25A Wishes In Advance To All Singaporeans & Singapore Itself, A Happy 45th Birthday! After All The Shits That Has Happen And That Will Happen In The Future, Singapore Will Remain As A Peaceful And Beautiful Country! =)

~AzurA~

Shee-Shaa-Ing =)

2010-08-02T09:08:00.001+08:00

Last Friday, After Class, We Headed Down To Haji Lane For A Sheesha Session With Sandra Before She Start Sch @ Lasalle. Oh, & Today Is Her First Day Of School, I Hope She's Not Late For Class Since Once Your Late For 5 Mins, You Are Considered Absent.. Tsk tsk.. Thank You Guys For The Awesome Session! We Will Meet Up Soon Okay!! Perhaps During The Holiday! =)

~ Azura ~

Nyet, Vamp, Adam, Danny, Hafeez, Aisyah, Mikhail =)

2010-07-26T23:34:00.001+08:00

Last Friday, Went Out With The Above People. Met Aida, RuL & Adam @ JE Mrt And Headed Down To Vivo LJS For A Late Lunch. Walk Around The Amphitheatre Or Whatever You Call It, While The Vamp Forcing Me To Sing The Sunshine Song.. And I Was Like "Taknak!!!" =) Minutes Later, Hafiz And Danny Came Along. We Decide To Find A Spot To Chill And Wait For Aisyah&Mikhail's Arrival, And Thats Where It All Began... The Joy, Laughter, Secrets, Hardship All Shared Within A Night And Hell Yes Its Not Enough! But The Night Is Not Getting Younger And So We Proceeded Home.

Even Though It Was A Short Meet Up, I Cant Thank You Guys Enough For Making Me So Much Livelier And Happier On That Day. I Hope Our Friendship Dont Stop Here Cause Right Now, You Guys Are My Happy Pills.. =) Thank You Adam, Haeirul, Aida, Hafeez, Danny, Aisyah&Mikhail. =))

I Dont Want To Talk About M Cuz It Will Only Make Me More Depressed. But Thank You Aida, RuL, Adam And Has For All The Comfort Given. I Need It So Badly. I Love Ya Guys, Alot.. =)

&& Thank You Lady, Because Of You, I Gain Lots Of Wonderful People In An Instant, Im So Thankful. Thank You God. =)

~ AzurA ~

So Many Shits Happened And I Dont Have Time To Blog Until Today =)

2010-07-21T12:57:00.001+08:00

Anywaaaaaaaaaaaay, Been Down Lately Cuz Of Family Matters And Health. But I Guess Now, Im All Well, But The Family Part, Hmm.. Still Not Okay..

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Last Weekend, I Had Fun Helping Out At Singapore Expo Mega Flea Market For 3 Days. We Sold Quite Alot Of Nepal's Product And Goods. Thank You To All Those Who Came Down And Support Us And To Those Who Bought The Items Especially Kak Nana. =) And You Can Still Purchase The Items Or Just Look Through The Website At http://www.mykloof.com/ =)

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Ytd, Had A Short Class Trip To NTU. It Was Pretty Fun Even Though It Was Only For An Hour.. =)

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Ouh, I Cant Wait To Have An Outing With A.S.S! Wahahahhahah!!! =) Im Praying Hard That Its This Friday.. Pleash??

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Oh, 24 More Days To Holiday!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =)

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And I Miss The Girls Already, You Know Who You Are!!! Come On Girls!! Another Outing Soon Pleash!! =)

~ AzurA ~

W35F Mini Outing & Sis Advanced 30th Mini Birthday Celebration!

2010-07-05T09:23:00.000+08:00

My Class Had A Mini Outing To Flyer Last Wednesday. It Was My First And A Memorable One.. Student Price On Weekdays, 10 bucks Only!!! =D

Love This Picture Alot! Thanks For The Time Spent Together On That Day Guys! =D

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Yesterday, Had A Surprise Advanced Birthday Mini Celebration For My Elder Sis, Azrinda.. Hope She Likes It!!

Happy 30th Advance Birthday My Dearest Sis!! Hope You Get Your Mr Right Soon And I Pray That You Will Have A Long Life.. =D

~ AzurA~

2010-06-20T17:29:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I Really Had A Great Time With Haziah And Aida To Bukit Chandu Museum And The Southern Bridges. Everything Was A Great Enjoyment And Experience For Me.. Thank You Girls For Company, Laughter, Stupidity, Crazyness, Wackyness And Everything Nice! =D

We Shall Meet Up Again Very Soon Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Lots of Love, AzurA!!! =)

Oh Boy, I Miss Your Voice.. =P

Helix, Cameroid, Tv

2010-06-11T16:17:00.001+08:00

Had An Outing With My Poly Mates On Tuesday. Urm, It Was Suppose To Be A Class Outing, But Unfortunately Only 7 Of Us Was Free.. Our Plans Was Pretty Simple, We Had A Late Lunch @ PS Pizzahut, Went To The Helix Bridge, Its Very Beautiful, Especially At Night, Romantic! And Then Camwhore like alot!!! And We Headed Home. The Outing May Be Simple, But Hey, We Shared Lots Of Laughter And Stupidity.. Hehehe! We Shall Meet Again For The Next Class Outing, Hopefully With The Rest, If Not, I WONT BUY SWEETS FOR U GUYS ANYMORE! hahaha! =D

Yesterday, Nyet Came To My Place After A Huge Fight With The Bf.. *yawns*... Anyway, Luckily I Did All Chores Before She Came.. While Waiting For Her Arrival, I Iron My Parents Clothes First.. And Mins Later She Arrived With Mcdonald Meal For Her, Me and Mum.. Thank you Nyet! After Which, We Decide To Use This Cameroid And Took Lots Of Webcam Photos.. About 40 Photos? Hehehe... The Second Photo Below, Was The Best, We Kept On Laughing Out Loud.. Hehehe.. Thank You For Accompanying Me Yesterday..! Ruk Love Nyet! Hahaha! =D

CANT WATCH TV! TV IS NOT FUNCTIONING! GREAT! ='(

2010-06-07T16:19:00.000+08:00

Olaaaaa!!! Museum Trip Last Friday Was Awesome To The Max!!! We Went To 3 Free Museum Via Student Admission! Hehehehe!!.. The National Archives Of Singapore, Peranakan Museum & Asian Civilisation Museum! Thanks Aida And Aishah For The Fun, Hah And The Huh And The Jakun Us!! hahahaha! =D See Ya For The Next Outing!!! ^.^

Till We Meet Again Plus Has, Zya And Nad Please!!! Hehehhe!! =D

~AzurA~

Lets Get Emoooooooooooo... LOL!

2010-06-01T23:21:00.001+08:00

Cinta. Mengapa Manusia Perlukan Cinta?

Cinta. Mengapa Manusia Harus Dicintai?

Cinta. Mengapa Manusia Dilukai Kerana Cinta?

Cinta. Mengapa Perasaan Begitu Indah Apabila Bercinta?

Cinta. Kadangkala Mengapa Perasaan Yang Duka Pula Dirasai Ketika Bercinta?

Cinta. Ia Membuatkan Kita Buta Dalam Percintaan.

Cinta. Membuat Seorang Wanita Atau Lelaki Ego Kerana Cinta.

Cinta. Tiada Siapapun Yang Dapat Mentafsirkan Erti Sebenarnya Cinta.

Cinta. Kita Dilahirnya Di Dunia Kerana Hadirnya Allah Dan Cinta... =D

♥ AzurA ♥

2010-05-30T14:50:00.000+08:00

Okay, Outing With The Girlfrens Yesterday To Seoul Garden And Esplanade Was Awesome!!!!

Let The Pictures Do The MeoWMeoW!! =D

Me&Aida Went To Collect The SG Voucher From Sis! =D

Upon Entering Marina, I Heard The Doraemon Song Being Played And Immediately Screamed!! Wahahaha!!

While Waiting For Has And Zya! =D

Lets Eat! =D

Food Glorious Food!! =D

Fondue!! =D

Ice Cream!! =D

Has Went Back Home And We Continue To Sit Around And Camwhore!! =D

Aida, Me & Zya! =D

Cannot Believe This Was Our Only Grp Photo..! -____-

Zya&Has, Sorry For Making You Ladies Wait For So Long!! Ladies, Thank You For The Bundle Of Joy, Fun & Laughter!!! Till We Meet Again Yeah!! Love Ya Girls Many2!! =D

2010-05-19T09:19:00.000+08:00

Dad Had A Great Fall And Hurt His Elbow On Monday Night. Brought Him To The Hospital To Get His Elbow Checked. =(

And Oh, Sis Workplace Is Damn Cool!! Its All In The Concept Of Black And White.. =D

2010-05-15T21:14:00.001+08:00

A Great Saturday.. Had A Hearty Meal With Mum And Sister @ Bali Thai! Thank You For The Treat Mum!! =D

Bali Thai @ IMM =D

Thats Me And Eldest Sis!

Mum And Elder Sis Looking At The Menu!

My Tom Yum Goong Seafood! =D

Thai Hor Fun! =D

Tom Yum Goong Chicken! =D

Phad Thai!

The Aftermath.. Sis Felt Bloated And Mum Felt Like Vomitting Cuz We Were Too Full.. Hehehe =D

Thank You Mum And Sisters For The Shopping And Hearty Meal!! See Ya Next Saturday!!! =D

Feeling Blessed And Signing Out! AzurA! =D

2010-05-10T21:41:00.001+08:00

Happy Belated Mummy Day! =D

So, Its Just Me And Mummy To Celebrate Mummy's Day.. Since, Elderst Sis Was Sick, Elder Sis And Dad Was Working. So Yeah.. Thank You For The Shopping Mum! Love It! I LOVE YOU MAK!! =D

Me And Mummy Had Our Lunch At Far East Plaza! =D

Me And Mum Waiting For Food!! =D

Shish Chicken Kebab!

Shish Lamb Kebab! =D

Yup, Thats The Place! Anatolia Turkish Restaurant! =D

The Aftermath! =D

Saya Sayang Mak Saya.. =D

2010-05-06T09:19:00.001+08:00

It Happened on The 030510... =D

Thank You To My Dearest W35F For Celebrating My 21st Birthday.. =D

Thank You Junior For Baking The Cake And Thank You Guys For Ordering The Pizza! =D

Thank You Sis For Treating Us To Karaoke Session!

We Sure Had Lots Of Fun And Laughter Even Until In The Cab. =D

THANK YOU ALL FOR CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY! AND THANK YOU FOR THE 3 DAYS CELEBRATION! THE BEST 21st BIRTHDAY I EVER HAD! IM SO BLESSED! THANK YOU ALLAH! =D

2010-05-02T21:11:00.001+08:00

I Had A Wonderful Time Yesterday With My Few Good Friends. I Did A Mini ChocoFondue Bdae Party. Thank You To All My Friends Who Came And Thank You For The Prezzies! Love Ya People! =D

Chocolate Fondue! =D

Sahreen, Has, Zya And Me! =D

Nad, Aida, Me, Has, Zya, Mar, Ryz And Faz! =D

Prezzies! =D

And Today! My Family Decided To Celebrate My Bdae At Sakunthala Food Palace! Thank You Mum Dad BroInLaw And Sis! Love Ya Lots! =D

Race Course Rd! =D

My Unexpected Cake! =D

Mum, Me And Dad! =D

Prawn Briyani!! =D

Bro In Law And Sis! =D

Me And My Cake! =D

2010-04-23T22:49:00.002+08:00

Ola!! Its Been Awhile Hor.. Heh..

Well, Been Busy With School.. Lets Just Say 1st Day Of School Was Pretty Nervous For Me, But After I Got Seated With my Group, Thankfully With 1 Of My Previous Classmate, Sandra, It Wasnt That Bad. My Team Was Alright.. 2 Guys Who Was Super Hyper And Idiotic And A Girl Called Novel Who Was Quite Smart In Calculations. A Bonus Point For Me.. Hehehe.. The First Day Went Well And So Was The 2nd Day.. Got A Different Team, And I Thought This Guy, Azman, Was Being Super Fierce, But By Half A Day, I Was Already Laughing My Ass Off With Him.. Zura Zura, Judge People By His Looks Ey.. Bagus2.. But Really, He Didnt Bother To Smile.. Heh..

Well, during the 2nd day of school, me and nadhirah went to Dallas Chicken&Ribs for dinner and i invite my elderst sis to join us. Superb dinner with the ladies and hearing my sis go like "ey, sedap ah ayam dia", "ey sedap ah onion ring dia", "ey sedap ah chilli dia", and i ended with "ah kak, air ice lemon tea dia pun sedap".. hahaha.. =P

A Week Of School And Yet I Dont See Anyone Familiar From ITE Clementi.. Hmm.. Prolly Because Of The Different Timings..

Time flies really fast and its been a week since i started school. All my 5 teams members are awesome, i partnered with azman for 3 times.. omg.. cannot tahan him.. hahaha.. Oh, got myself an eyecandy.. hehehe. His tall, pretty tan, good decent looking, neat, smart, really round eyes, and his smile is so charming with his dimples.. oh god.. everytime he presents in class, i will be the one, paying attention... to him... hehehe.. unfortunately, the dearest gf, nadhirah spotted me looking at him in engrossment.. Oh gosh.. she said the way i look at him, its like as if i wanna eat him up..oopsy.. i think i went too far.. =P Oh, i was sick 2 days ago, but i decide to go to school cuz it was my 5th module and i dun wish to skip it, afraid that i might not understand when the next problems come, cuz every problems are all linked. And so ytd, i couldnt get up, my head was really heavy, i had no choice but to take a day off. Sis took a day off too cuz she was sick too.. So we both ordered pizza and watch Iljimae.. Huahahahahah!.. =P

Weekends Came And I Love That Saturday 17 April. Met Up With All The Giler Gangs For Our 3Yrs Anniversary Of Friendship. I Had So Much Fun With All Of Them.. Laughing Non Stop. I Never Had So Much Laughter For So Long.. We Went To Tong Seng For Dinner And Proceeded To Arab Street, Pyramid, For Sheesha.. And Yes, I Did It Too.. Tempted Ah.. Hehehe.. Anyway.. Thank You Guys And Girls For The Lovely Get Together.. Months And Months Of Not Meeting, Semua Tukar Hp.. Biar Tukar Hp, Jangan Tukar Persahabatan! =D

Anyway... Tomorrow Is Gaylang Day.. Sobs.. Got To Wake Up Early In The Mooooooorning.. Sobs!! Ouh Well Then, Have A Cool Night Tonight! Good Night Everybody!! =D

~ AzurA ~

Junior&Passport&Craving&School

2010-04-12T15:16:00.004+08:00

Lets Update A Few Happenings Of My Life This Few Days..

Im Uber Happy That Dearest Junior Has Finally Woke Up From Coma Last Week. He Managed To Pull Through! He Won The Battle He Fought! Im So Proud Of You! Like I Told You Boy, You May Not Want Us To Feel Miserable Or Sad But Not Letting Us Know, Keeping Us In The Dark Hurts Even More Then You Ever Know.. Dont Just Think Abt Us, Cuz It May Not Be Right After All, Think About Urself Too.. U Got To Help Yourself, Love Urself, Before You Can Help And Love Others.. Trust Me.. You Got To Try.. I Just Hope You Have A Speedy Recovery And Return To Singapore Soon! See Ya Soon! =D

Last Sat, I Was Suppose To Head To Johor For Shopping With The Sisters, Not Realising That My Passport Is Dying On May 4th.. =.=' It Was A Really Disappointing And An Upset Moment For Me, Cuz I Was Already Imagining Myself Eating Mary Brown And Dunkin Donuts.. Darn!! And So, I Got Stuck At The Checkpoint For Half An Hour And Poor Me And Sis Got To Turn Back To Singapore... SobsSobs...

So Today, Went With Mum To The ICA Building To Make Our Passport, I Dunno Why I Cant Get Thru The Online Application.. Anyway, It Took Me Only Less Than 10 Mins To Renew My Passport.. Find It A Waste Of Cab Fare Of $20++ Just To Come Down To Renew It For 10 Mins!! RooooaR!!!! So, Am Suppose To Collect It On Friday Personally.. The Building Closes At 5pm And School Ends At Around 4.30, So How Ey? =.='

Suddenly, Suddenly, I Feel Like Eating At Dallas Again! Hehehe.. Who Wants To Join? =D

Am Returning Back To School This Thursday And Im Oh So Not Ready To Be In A New Class With New Mates For The 3rd Time.. =.=' Am Also Not Ready For The New Modules Cuz The Pretty Long Names Already Freak Me Out.. Aiyo, 2 More Days! Have Not Iron My Clothes, Havent Pack My Bag And Im Still Slacking At Home.. =P

18 More Days! =D

~ AzurA ~

DallasMovieBen&Jerry

2010-04-09T16:56:00.001+08:00

Alright, Thank You Dearest Aida For Spending The Day With Me Ytd! We Met At 11 @ Clementi Interchange To Collect My Eagles Award! Weeee! Duit! Duit! =P Met Up With A Few Teachers, Talk About School And Stuff And Then We Headed To Sch Bustop To Take 106 To Plaza Singapura! =D Upon Reaching, We Purchased Our Movie Tix, Date Night! After Which We Headed Down To Pomo Centre For Lunch At Dallas Chicken&Ribs.. OH! So Juicy! Whatcha Saaaaaaaaaay! hahahaha! =D

After Lunching, We Walk Around Plaza Sing To Shop For Stuff, Bought Food For Movie And Head To The Cinema! Date Night Was Hilarious! Its 20% Romance, 20% Action And 60% Comedy! Love It! Worth My Free Tix! Hehehe! Whatcha Saaaaaaaaaay! =D After The Movie, Aida Brought Me To Ben&Jerry Ice Cream As She Promised! Yippie Yeay!!! My First Dine In At Ben&Jerry With Her.. Sad But True.. Hahaha! We Chatted About Story Of My Life, Thank You For Listening Babe! Then I Decide To Meet My Sister For Shopping, And So The 3 Of Us Headed To Suntec To Shop At New Look! Aida Bought Her Food And Then We Cabbed Home.. Thank You For The Lovely Whole Day Spent Yeah! Love You Many2!! Whatcha Saaaaaaaaaaay!! Hahahaha! =D

The Frust Face Waiting For Food! =P

Oh My Dearest Juicy Dallas Chicken! =D

The Hillarious Movie, Date Night! =D

My First Ice Cream Dine In With Aida! =D

While Waiting For The Arrival Of Our Ice Cream, Lets Take Photo! =D

Ice Cream Is Here!! Yummy!! =D

Thats A Warning Given By Aida, DONT TAKE MY ICE CREAM! =P

And We Cabbed Home! =D

~ AzurA ~

2010-04-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

Warning: This blog entry is gonna be a loooooong one please bear with me.. thank u..=)

The girls day out with zura my dearest girlfriend and nadhirah was super duper great and awesome! We met in the morning and then off we go jalan2.. I was freaking sexcited as I know that the day is gonna be fun and I was really lookin forward it... the first stop was jalan2 at raffles place and marina square to get zura's stuff.. with all that jalan2 we were hungry and decided to grab a bite at this place where zura recommended saying it was delicious that she read it somewhere randomly.. Well, we don't really care whether the food was delicious or not as long as there's food and somewhere to eat..

Jadi punya la semangat kita 3 org go and find the place which we want to and eat.. seriously we dont really know where was it.. or perhaps we know roughly where was it but still 3 of us were blur.. and yes, we never give up we took the bus from esplanade bustop and predict that we will alight from the 3 bustops.. byk punya 3 bustops looking from the map, it was 4 bustops actually luckily we never followed the map.. so, the moral of the story here people never 100% trust a map totally.. cause you never know when was the last time it was updated... then when we reached the stop, we walked around the place... I kinda recognised the place that we are heading to as I used to go there before but I didn't know that place actually has delicious food like zura said..

Finally, with all the blisters on my both foot and zura's we reached our destination.. POMO centre 2nd level there we were Dallas Chicken & Ribs..can't believed we actually made it to the destination we thought that perhaps we will lose our way and took a long time to reached but then we made it in a short time without the map assistance.. We then ordered our food without hesitation too hungry to think about anything else.. thought that we can finally taste what we wanted since we came that far, but instead the person whom we took ordered to told us to wait and gave our drinks first instead of the food we ordered as he was the only one there..as we can see he's the owner of the place and he's the only one there doing everything without help including taking orders from the counter, be the cashier, be the cook and etc.. he's like the one man show of the place.. he apologised and assured that he will send our orders asap.. and so we took our seats with the drinks and wait and wait and wait until I lose counting when the food will arrive and until each of us don't know what we were up to as we sat there..

Finally when our drinks almost finish and from freaking hungry to almost full the food arrived... once again, from the looks of the chicken that we were served to us by the owner who apologised non stop from the start it was so appetising..without hesitation, we ate quietly for a few minutes.. then all 3 of us start to comment the same thing " its so delicious! like what they actually claimed online" but then the waiting moment is so so so long and one must have the patience to endure.. I wanted to order take away but then looking and waiting for like over an hour plus I changed my mind.. imagine if they have delivery hotline I think a lot of customers will complain..and I'm surprised the customers who ordered the food there did not complained at all.. I guess if you want good food you just have wait no matter how long it takes because at the end of the day its actually worth it.. =) and we even think of coming back to that place again all because of that delicious chicken and fries..

From Pomo Centre we decided to go on to our next programme which was to karoake at Cuppage plaza..which again, we have no idea where the heck was it.. and with the weather at first was drizzling it became heavy downpour all 3 of us find it even harder to find the place we are heading..again, we almost lose our way but then zura called her sis for help and finally we reached.. cuppage plaza which actually was very near to Orchard Point and the 3 of us didn't know and we almost lost our way.. how weird though its actually at the town area where most people would know where its located when asked but not us.. but whatever it was, we were glad that we made it again..Cash Studio Family Karoake Box was super duper cosy although I could see the drinks there was expensive but with the only the 3 of us going it was affordable.. it was fun when we get to sing all kinds of song.. english and malay ( all kinds of genre).. we booked for 3 hours but could not get enough and decided to extend another hour..

can see from the pictures and the expressions that we just can't get enough of the place that we went to so basically we will meet again if fate prevails and then sing sing sing again.. and please this time around I hope the event that I'm looking forward to where we can let our hair down we will definitely meet again this time round with all the gfs.. and zura & nad can we do that Barney thingy thing again this time round karoake version alright.. heez..=)

~Hassanah~

2010-04-01T19:02:00.001+08:00

Well, I Aint Feeling Good This Few Days.. Ever Since I Got To Know, Junior Wont Be Surviving For Long.... Doctor Said He Has 64hrs Left Of Survival... The predicted cause of death was 1] Pneunomia, 2]Partial cirrhosis of the liver, 3] Partial damage of immunity system, 4] Heart muscle damage, 5] Harmoehage seizure 6] Leukemia....

If I Knew This Was To Happen, I Would Have Just Told The Cousin To Allow Him To Just Go Through The Chemotherapy Instead Of The Surgeries That Ended Him With So Much Damages And Pain... The Most Painful Part For Him Is Knowing That, Despite His Days Being Numbered, His Mother Is Still Not There To Look At His Son Just One Final Time.

And The Painful Part For Us Is, IF He Pass On, We Will Never Ever Get To See Him Again Cause His Last Wishes Was To Hold A Private Funeral So As Not To Let Us Feel Miserable.. Junior.... How Could You... Not Let Us See You Even Once... How Could You...........

I Guess This Song Suits Him The Most......

Senyum mu tak seghairah

Gerak gaya tidak selincah

Mata ku tak seayu

Kicau burung pun tak semerdu

Namun ku punya hati

Juga gaya ku perasaan

Hidup ku yang begini

Kadar waktu diizin Tuhan

Tidak ku minta lahir ke dunia

Tidak ku duga cacat begini

Bukan ku minta kasih dan manja

Bukan ku rayu bantu simpati

Maafkan wahai teman

Ku menumpang di sudut dunia

Mencari ketenangan

Sampai masa ku pergi jua

Saleem - Namun ku punya hati...

~ AzurA ~

2010-03-25T17:45:00.003+08:00

Alright, First Up, Wanna Wish Nuraida A Very Happy 20th Birthday! Like I Said In The Text Messages, May All Your Wishes Come True, Even If It Doesnt, You Know You Deserve To Be Happy In Other Ways. And Being 20, I Hope You Will Be Wiser In Understanding That Happiness Starts From You Before Giving It To Others. Always Remember, To Make Yourself Happy And Then Start Thinking About Others. You Deserve To Be Happy Too Aida. Ouh, Welcome To The Twenties Babe! Love Ya Lots! =D

Alright, Next, I Wanna Thank Mdm Ramlah, Which Is My Mum, For Giving Me 3 Items In 2 Days, Its A Super Super Advanced Birthday Give From Mum! Thank You Mum! Despite All That I Have Done, You Are Still Giving Me Those Items. Im Thankful And Grateful To Have A Mum Like You. And What Did I Get From Her?

A 60$ Laptop BagPack =D

A 40$ Kappa Shoe! =D

And Last But Not Least.....

Samsung Corby Pro! =D

So, To Conclude Everything, I Got All What I Wish For My Birthday, Except For One More Thing.. Hehehe.. =P

Ubin Is In 2 Days!! WoooooHoooo!! =D

~ AzurA ~

2010-03-19T18:16:00.001+08:00

Today Mum Had Her Therapy, X-Ray And Doctor's Appointment. Yes, All In A Day.. We Spent Almost The Whole Day In The Hospital From 10.30am Until 5pm.. Gosh.. It Was Pretty Tiring To Sit And Wait.. It Really Test Our Patience Waiting For Each Session.

Anyway, Thats Not What Im Bothered About.. When Me And Mum Was In The Taxi, On The Way To SGH, We Passed By ITE Dover, And Mum Actually Mention [insert name], I Was Pretty Shocked To Hear That Name. I Really Didnt Expect That She Remembered Where [insert name] Used To School Despite Hearing His Name From Me For Almost A Year.. She Asked Me, "How Is [insert name]?", All I Answered Was "I Think His Fine"... And I Went Silent Throughout The Whole Journey...

But That Wasnt All... While I Was Wheeling Her Around The Hospital, She Noticed This Guy With A Side Parting Hair And She Told Me, "Eh, Zura, His Hair Looks Like [insert name]!"... In My Mind, I Was Like WTF, Not His Name Again?..

And This Week, I Actually Dreamt About Him.. Twice.. In 1 Dream, It Was All Sweet And Happiness While Another Was All Sad And Sorrow.. Really.. What With Those Dreams And [insert name] For? I Had Enough Of [insert name] For A Week.

Everything Was So Smooth, Nothing About [insert name], Didnt Think About [insert name], But He Had To Appear Somewhere.. Why? Why?? Why??? Why???? Why?????

~ AzurA ~

2010-03-17T17:56:00.001+08:00

Helo People! Whoever is reading this, i was super shocked and sad yesterday. My mum fell again for the second time and she hurt her left leg. Thank god nothing happen to her right operated leg. Poor her. I couldnt save her in time. I promise myself that i wont let her fall during the holidays, but i failed to do so.

But her fall, was actually a blessing. She wanted to go Johor this saturday despite her conditions and imbalance. But after the fall, mum said : "Dont think i can go johor already." Hahaha.. Thank god. I was a little mad cuz she was actually bleeding but when i asked, she said she was fine.She knew she was bleeding cuz when she reach home, she was looking at her wounds. Haiz.. I quickly grab a towel, wipe the blood, put alcohol swap and plastered her wound. Her legs felt a little sore. And i felt guilt running around my heart...

Ouh god, im left with a month for my holiday, and yet she is not safe in my hands, what more, when i start school with no one taking care of her at home, knowing that she likes to wander around despite her conditions, she's a little stubborn you see. God, i need your help. Please... Take good care of my mum when im away from home. Save her from any mishaps at home. Even if something happen, God, give me a sign so that i can rush home to save her in time.. God.. im begging you...

~ Azura ~

Aku sendiri sukar mengerti

Mengapa jantung ini berdebar bagaikan mahu gugur ke bumi

Aku sendiri tidak memahami

Mengapa terasa sepi dunia ini apabila kau jauh dari sisi

Tersentak diriku apabila hati ini belajar mengenal erti cemburu.

Adakah ini permulaan detik-detik terbinanya cintaku?

2010-03-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

Walaupun nama nya Masun Bin Busran tetapi dia adalah manusia yang berhak untuk bercinta seperti orang lain..Kelakar? Pelik? Terlalu kolot nama sebegitu? Tetapi ia adalah kenyataan dan nama itulah juga pemberian ibu bapanya..mungkin orang akan ber tanya2 mengapakah ibu bapanya itu memberikan nama seperti itu sedangkan ada banyak nama yang boleh diberikan..dahulu kala, ibu bapanya berfikiran kolot dan mereka tidak berpelajaran tinggi lalu terus memberikan nama sembarangan yang terlintas di fikiran..tidak memikirkan dengan nasib wahai si anak itu yang akan membesar dan menanggung serta melalui segala rintangan..maka terjadi la, satu kontravesi di mana bila di sebut2 nama nya itu org akan menghina, mengutuk, mempersendakan namanya itu..sungguh menghairankan manusia yang begitu jahil, dengki, busuk hati dan tidak berhati perut manusia2 yg membuat sedemikian..dia sebagai manusia mempunyai perasaan berasa malu, sedih, kecewa, hampa dan menyesal.. dengan ibu bapanya yang memberikan nama tersebut..namun begitu, dia berazam agar suatu hari dia dapat diterima dengan seadanya bukan saja penampilan tetapi dengan namanya itu..

Hari yang di nanti2 kan telah tiba, setelah lama di idam2kan.. kalau jodoh tak kemana akhirnya bertemu jua.. tiba masanya untuk ke akad nikah dan ke jinjang pelamin.. dan menjadi suami org yg misthali.. apabila tiba masanya untuk akad nikah, namanya di sebut oleh ustaz tersebut "Masam bin Busuk".. semua org yang hadir disitu ketawa ter bahak2 dan hairan dengan ustaz tersebut.. kemungkinan ustaz tersebut tersilap nama tak? Keadaan menjadi kecoh lalu seorg menyahut dan menjawab soalan itu.."Saya adalah Masam Bin Busuk lebih dikenali ramai sebagai Masun Bin Busran.. sekali lagi org2 disitu terkejut terutama sekali bakal isteri masam.. dia tidak sangka bahawa selama dia kenal dan bercinta dgn masam itulah nama sebenarnya.. masam menjelaskan kepada bakal isteri nya itu dan semua kenapa dia berbuat demikian.. seandainya setelah apa yang dia habis menjelaskan segalanya dan dia tidak dimaafkan atau pun bakal isterinya itu tidak sudi menerimanya kembali dia faham dan sanggup berundur..apa membuat semua rasa terharu adalah masam berkata demikian "Saya juga seperti manusia yang lain ingin bercinta dan mendirikan rumah tangga dan membahagiakan org yang saya cintai..saya tidak mahu org memandang saya dengan nama saya ini mahupun penampilan.. walaupun saya menukar nama saya ini tidak semestinya saya bangga membuat sedemikian cuma saya menukarnya sebab saya tahu bukan semua org boleh menerima nama saya ini..dan saya tidak pernah berubah pun walaupun nama saya ditukar saya tetap org yang sama.. jadi cinta saya terhadap bakal isteri saya itu adalah ikhlas.. org boleh memandang cinta saya ini sebagai satu simpati mahupun pengorbanan untuk menukar nama saya ini tetapi bagi saya ia adalah satu kebanggaan...sebab saya percaya bahawa kebanggaan itu tidak perlu dibalas dengan kebanggaan tetapi pengorbanan harus dibalas dengan pengorbanan..dan maka itulah cinta saya terhadap bakal isteri saya itu ikhlas dan kerana itu saya tidak pernah menganggap nya sebagai pengorbanan sebab saya akan jadi tidak ikhlas dan itu bukan sesuatu yang baik.." setelah dengar panjang lebar penjelasan Masam, bakal isteri nya menangis dan memberitahu di depan khayalak ramai yang dia bersyukur mendapat lelaki yang baik seperti Masam dan sanggup menjadi isterinya bukan kerna nama..=)

* Kisah dalam cerita ini adalah rekaan semata - mata..

Setiap jalan cerita atau watak yang dipaparkan dalam cerita ini tiada sebarang kaitan dengan sesiapa sekalipun bagi yang hidup atau yang telah meninggal dunia...

Sebarang persamaan adalah sesuatu yang tidak disengajakan oleh mana- mana pihak..

sekian..*

My perspective and opinion: I totally agree with the Masam story, very touching indeed..wa caya sama lu beb! memang ada moral disebalik kisah itu yang kita semua boleh jadikan ia satu tauladan jangan pandang pada nama sahaja.. ada lebih nilai dari itu bukan sahaja dari wang ringgit..pengorbanan bukan satu main factor dalam cinta tetapi keikhlasan dengan mencintai seseorg itu dengan sepenuh hati.. contohnya susah kan kita nak dengar org selalu kata " Bro, aku dah banyak berkorban utk kau so sekarang tiba masanya untuk kau berkorban utk aku.." itu sememang nya normal kan? Tetapi tahukah anda pernah tak kita dengar org ada cakap "Bro, aku bangga giler dgn kau so sekarang tiba masanya kau bangga dengan aku.." tidak pernah dengar kan? so mari kita sama2 hargai org yang kita cinta selama ini...tidak kira siapa la..dan jangan sekali pandang rendah dengan nama seseorg itu walaupun namanya tidak elok kerana dia itu adalah manusia dan mempunyai perasaan seperti kita..=)

2010-03-09T17:38:00.000+08:00

Happy 3rd Monthsary Baby!

iLy! =]

2010-03-05T16:09:00.001+08:00

Dear Awak,

Bukan Maksud Saya Untuk Meminta Lebih2, Tapi Sepatutnya Awak Hadir Pada Hari Atau Minggu Yang Ditentukan. Namun, Sudah 3 Bulan Atau Tak Hadir2.. Tahukah Awak, Yang Saya Amat Gelisah Dan Resah? Mengapa Awak Tak Hadir Seperti Yang Lain? Tiap2 Bulan Mereka Hadir Dengan Sempurna Walaupun Sakit, Tapi Saya? Ikut Suka Hati Awak Jer Bila Nak Datang.. Bila Dah Datang, Sakitnya, Nauzubillah!!! Kenapa Begitu? Awak Tak Kesiankan Sayer Ker?

Kerana Takut, Saya Baca Artikel2 Mengenai Awak. Tapi Mereka Kata, Mungkin Awak Tak Hadir, Kerana Stress, Diet Yang Tak Betul Kerana Aneroxic, Pengambilan Ubat Yang Salah Atau Mengandung. Tetapi.. Saya Hanya Duduk Kat Rumah, Tiada Stress, Makan Ikut Sesuka Hati, Tak Makan Ubat Ataupun Menjalin Hubungan.. Kenapa Dengan Awak Ni.. Janganlah Buat Saya Macam Gini... Nanti Kalau Saya Pergi Ke Klinik Buat Kali Ketiga, Sama Sahaja Jawapannya Nanti, Doktor Akan Kata, Saya Mengalami Tekanan Stress.. Ialah Tu..

Walauapapun, Awak Hadirlah Cepat.. Saya Tak Tahan Menanggung Kesakitan Di Perut Setiap Hari.. Datang Ya Uzur? Sayang Awak.... =P

~ AzurA ~

2010-02-24T22:10:00.000+08:00

Have A Friend, Who Is Hearing Impaired And His Speech Is Not Clear. He Is A Very Childish Person. People Feel Irritated By Him Sometimes. Some Friends Call Him The Bluetooth Guy Because Of His Earing Aid. Some Call Him Pekak(Deaf) When He Couldnt Hear Us. Sometimes He Laugh Out Loud Even At Something So Small Or Simply Nothing. Sometimes He Gets Bullied By Asking Him To Buy Lunch At Canteen When We Are Lazy.. Sometimes He Buys Me Chocolates. Most Of The Time, I Would Chat With Him At The Msn And He Would Pour Out His Feelings Feeling Depressed When Someone Bullies Him Or He Felt That He Had Done Wrong To Someone. I Spent Alot Of Time With Him And Constantly Stood By Him, To The Point Some Of My Classmates Think We Are An Item. No, We Are Not, I Treat Him Like My Younger Brother. For 6 Months I Had No Regrets Having A Friend Like Him No Matter What People Think Or Say About Him.. Until One Day......

He Was Diagnosed With Leukemia. 2 Months Ago, He Fainted While Walking At The Road. That Was When He Found Out And He Constantly Go To The Hospital For Blood Transfusion. A Month Later, He Told Me About The Illness He Had. I Was Very Shocked, Speechless You May Say Too.. And So He Told Me Not To Worry And Told Me That He Would Be Going To Chicago For An Operation. And So, He Left From Singapore To Chicago Last Saturday. . April, Junior's Cousin Constantly Updates Me On Junior's Condition. On Monday Was His Operation Day. I Was Praying Hard. April Told Me That During The Day Of The Operation Until He Enters The Operating Theater, The Only Thing He Hold Near His Heart Was A Frame... Of Our Class Photo.. I Felt Like Crying At That Point Of Time.. And Then.. The Nightmare Happens... After The Operation, April Told Me That It Wasnt 100% Succesful.. 3/4 Of His Cancer Cells Was Removed But Another 1/4 Has Already Spread. So The Doctor Gave 2 Options. 1) To Go For Another Surgery But There Would Be A High Possibilty That He Would Be Paralyzed Waist Down Or 2) To Go For Chemotherapy Only To Lengthen His Life Span For A Few Months.. I Cant Believed What I Was Told... Its Like, Both Options Are Like Almost A Dead End... And So, Because Of The Unsuccessful Operation, His In Coma..

And Then The Next Day, Tuesday, Something Worst Happened Again.. Junior's Heartbeat Stopped.. Doctor Did CPR On Him And Managed To Revive Him.. Right Now, His Fighting For His Life.. Yesterday, The Same Thing Happened Again And Doc Couldnt Revived Him For A Long Time To The Point Where He Was Almost Pronounced Dead.. Until Suddenly There Was A Heartbeat Again. Thank God... How I Wish I Was There.. Giving My Support To Him.. And Today, He Is Fine But Still In Coma.. Then April Ask Me This Question, The Next Time His Heart Beat Stopped, Should We Do Cardiac Arrest On Him Or Inject Him For Slow Death? I Was Like, This Was The Toughest Question I Had To Answer. I Couldnt Answer Her.. She Continued Saying That, Why Should We Continue To Revive Him When We Should Let Him Rest And Sleep? But Then I Negotiated With Her, Maybe, The Reason Why His Heart Beat Stopped And Continues Again Is Because His Trying To Fight For His Life. So I Told Her To Do A Cardiac Arrest If His Heartbeat Stops Again And If The Second Time It Happens Again, Then Inject Him And Let Him Rest In Peace.. Afterall, We Cant Keep On Reviving Him But He Is Still In Coma.. If Its Time To Let Go.. Then.. We Will Let Go.. But Until Now, Im Still Hoping He Would Still Regain Consciousness Cuz I Wanna See Him For The Last Time, He Promised Me That He Would Returned And I WannaTell Him How Much I Love And Care For Him.. And Junior, I Will Always Be Your Guardian Angel....... Be Strong Love....

Good Night....

~ Azura ~

2010-02-15T22:22:00.001+08:00

Memang Ia Suatu Kebodohan Aku Memberi Seluruh Kepercayaan Ku Kepada Dikau. Memang Ia Suatu Yang Amat Aku Tidak Boleh Memaafkan Dikau. Memang Ia Telah Membuat Aku Benci Dan Jijik Dengan Diri Mu. Memang Dikau Tidak Wajar Mendapat Tempat Di Hati Siapa-Siapa Ataupun Dengan Allah. Keluargaku Cukup Benci Dengan Dikau. Ia, Memang Umat Islam Tidak Boleh Benci Membenci, Kami Tahu Itu, Namun Kesalahan Dikau Tidak Dapat Kami Maafkan Atau Lupakan. Dikaulah Orang Pertama Dan Terakhir Akan Aku Membenci Seluruh Hidup Aku. Aku Berdoa Supaya Aku Diketemukan Dikau, Supaya Aku Dapat Menghukum Kau Di Depan Orang Ramai. Aku Tau Sumpahan Kepada Seseorang Sememangnya Tidak Elok, Tapi Hatiku Tidak Mampu Menahan Lagi Seksaan Ini...

Aku Sumpah Dikau Tidak Dapat Disayangi Orang Sekeliling Dikau.
Aku Sumpah Dikau Tidak Dapat Wanita Yang Kau Cintai.
Aku Sumpah Dikau Tidak Dapat Memberi Cahaya Mata.
Aku Sumpah Dikau Tidak Dapat Diterima Di Mana2 Tempat Kerja.
Aku Sumpah Dikau Tidak Dapat Apa-apa Kebahagian Seumur Hidupmu.
Aku Sumpah Dikau Tidak Dapat Makan Atau Minuman Yang Halal.
Aku Sumpah Dikau Tidak Dapat Dimaafkan Oleh Sesiapa Yang Telah Kau Perbodoh Dan Menipu
Aku Sumpah Dikau Tidak Dapat Merasa Indahnya Syurga.
Aku Sumpah Dikau Akan Merasa Kesusahan.
Aku Sumpah Dikau Akan Merasa Pengkhianatan Dan Penipuan Di Dalam Hidupmu.
Aku Sumpah Dikau Akan Selalu Kekurangan Wang.
Aku Sumpah Dikau Akan Merana SELURUH SEUMUR HIDUPMU!!

SEMOGA DIRI MU DITERIMA DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT KELAK Kerana Telah Ramai Kau Tipu Dan Perbodohkan Tanpa Engkau Memohon Maaf Muhammad Taufik Bin Raja AKA Apek!

Akan Aku Ingat Dikau Sampai Bila-Bila..

Ini Sumpah Ku Seumur Hidupku Pada Dirimu...

Ya allah, maafkan diriku kerana berkelakuan seperti ini. Setiap hari aku dipenuhi dengan kesedihan dan penyelesalan yang tidak terhingga disebalik senyuman ku ini.. Aku tau aku hanya makhluk yang lemah dan tak punya kuasa sepertimu dan hanya dari engkau akan dia terima balasannya. Berilah dia balasan yang setimpal dengan yang apa yang dia telah beri kepada ku di dunia, juga di akhirat kelak. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin...

~I pray that every passing hour Your hearts may bruise and beat, I pray that every step you take May bruise and burn your feet~

~ Azura ~

2010-02-13T23:13:00.001+08:00

Humans,

Happy Chinese New Year!

Happy Valentine's Day!

Happy Holidays To All!

Enjoy!! =]

* All she wanted was the love no one gave her *

~Azura~

2010-02-11T20:02:00.000+08:00

Some people are willing to go over the board and over the limit to do something...just by telling lies can actually exaggerate a situation.. it doesn't matter whether it is a simple lie, a short one or perhaps white lies it can lead to a major problem with complicated issues and some even cannot be solved...so, does telling lies is neccesary? maybe, it is neccesary maybe its not... I remembered this particular old tale which I used to listen to when I was young called "the boy who cried wolf"..although its just a fiction tale which has different kinds of perspective, but especially kids they either scared of the tale because of the wolf or its basically to remind everyone that there's a moral in that story.. and the moral of the story is to never tell lies.. because when you do so, people may take your word seriously about a a couple of times at first...and when the cat is out of the bag,ended up in the end nobody will believe you..

Hence, from what I've been through and have seen what people went through which is if you love to blow a bubble so much it will get huge and eventually it will burst..in a matter of time sooner or later...What's scary about all these is when one is not only willing to tell lies but even to the extend to create a bogus/fake impression of someone you are not..certainly karma is always spot on and it will never fail to backfire and it will lead to haunt you..eventually, the bubble that is very huge will then burst because all along everything inside was just an empty air..

welcome to the ugly side of the reality..its far way to complex and different from the fantasy world...as I would believe that sometimes how I wish that I'm in Deep Valley.. even though its a fantasy world with obscene issues but yet its kinda peaceful.. perhaps most don't get what I mean so let's get back to reality and be glad to accept the facts...

~Hassanah~

2010-01-27T14:28:00.002+08:00

Nowadays My Routine Has Always Been To My Aunty House, To My Sis Place Or Home.. No Where Else.. No Life I Tell Youuuuuuuuuuu! But Ouh Well, I Have Never Spent Time With My Family This Much. And I Guess There's A Blessing For It. My Family And I Got So Much Closer Then We Use Too And Im Loving It.. =]

♥♥♥♥

Mum Bandages Are Finally Open.. =] Now We Are Left With Attending The Appointment To Let The Doctor Examine Her Leg Whether She Is Ready To Step And Touch The Floor. Lets Hope, She's Able To. =]

♥♥♥♥

Going To Sis Place Is Great, Despite The Delicious Food, Time Spent With The Kittens And Sis Are Really Awesome.. The Laughter, The Chaos Is So Memorable. =]

♥♥♥♥

While At My Aunty House To Meet My Mum, I Destroyed Cuzzies Hair.. Hehehehe.. Bored Lah Katakan.. =]

❤

♥ HitaManiSayang! Monthsary! ♥

~AzurA~

2010-01-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

This is an attempt to write long entry for the blog...firstly, we shall start with the reunion of zya and me yesterday..initially, azura, me and zya was supposed to meet up and have our reunion and relieve our long lost moments..but in the end, azura couldn't make it as she had to attend to her mom's appointment.. its ok my dearest friend, the 3 of us shall reunite somehow sometime soon aitez! So, me and zya continue our journey by going to quite a lot of places..

the first place that we went to was marina square and then with all the window shopping we decide to stop by esplanade..

Despite the hot weather, that doesn't stop us from displaying our camwhore stunts.

and then, with all the camwhores we decided to find inspiration through nature..

Am I hopping on one leg or it just happen like that?

Our stomach began to rumble from all the kecohness, we decided to take a break and go makan at Far East Plaza..

After we ate to our satisfaction, we continued our journey and the next stop was Orchard Central. From Orchard Central, our last stop was ION.. it was a great day spent with dearest zya... Although it was very tiring, as our backs and feet hurts but still we enjoyed ourselves so much so that I let the pics do the talking again and again and again..

It was a day with full of surprises and a blissful reunion.. its been 8 months since I met dearest Zya...Well, I hope to meet her again and this time round, Dear Azura please come along and complete our full reunion..

One thing strucks me always, just when everything comes in perfect and then within seconds its gone just like that... but still that never gets me down.. I gotta a feeling that everything happen for a reason...

2010-01-12T12:31:00.001+08:00

Lots Of Things Happen Lately This 2 Weeks...

The Car That Was Improvised And Above Is The Final Piece.. Alot Of Hardwork From Jonathan.. =]

Tao Pok Has Been The Class New Entertainment.. =]

Aishah, Had Nothing To Do In Class And So She Write Those At The Whiteboard.. =]

Made Chilled Yoghurt Cheesecake For W35F January Babies! =]

And Today, Got A Treat From A Good Friend.. =]

Here's The Good Friend.. Felicia! She Treated Us To Pizza Hut Because We Cant Attend Her Bdae Party Since Her Mum Is Cooking And Its Not Halal.. =] Thank You Love! =]

Alinah AKA Ahlian.. Hehehe! =]

Us Taking Photo While Waiting For The Food To Arrive.. =]

Felicia's Chicken Neopolitan! =]

Felicia's And Alinah's Chicken Drumlet! =]

Alinah's Chicken Haven! =]

My Chicken Chic Ham Pizza! =]

Lastly, My Garlic Bread!! Hehehe! =]

After The Dinner, Met Up With Love @ Cine Garden..! =]

Thats All Folks! Good Night! =]

* HitaManiSayang! *

~ AzurA ~

MuM

2010-01-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

Mum Therapy Was Fine This Few Days... She Went For Exercises.. But Her Legs Are Still Way Too Weak Since The Therapist Said, I Will Only Let Her Go Home If There Is Someone By Her Side 24 Hours!.. Only Her Willpower, Strength, Determination and Care Will Heal Her Wounds.. It Will Take Time.. =[

Mum Is Scheduled To Be Discharged Today Morning.. So, I Followed Her In The Ambulance To My Aunty House. Yes, My Aunty Is Gonna Take Care Of Her Until She Is Able To Start Touching The Floor And Walk. We Cant Bring Her Back, Cuz Helplessly, We Cant Take Care Of Her, Dad And Sisters Are Working Till Night And I Have School. So As A Daughter, I Will Come By There Often To See Her.. So, Me And Sis Will Try To Manage The House As Usual. Dad Is The Worried Part.. He Still Doesnt Wanna Go SingSeh To Treat His Swollen Leg.. Haiz.. Dad.. I Know Your Working Hard For The Family Especially Me, But You Need To Take Care Of Yourself In Order To Decrease My Worry For You.. This 1 Week And A Half Tough Journey, Has Taught Me Alot.. An Experience That I Will Never Ever Forget..

Right, This Boy.. Im Thankful To Have Met An Idiotic Weird Fella Like Him.. =) He Never Fails To Make Me Smile When We Go Out Or In Msn.. From The Bottom Of My Heart, Boy, I Hate You.. =]

GoodNight!

Love,

AzurA! =]

2009-12-31T18:31:00.002+08:00

Am Currently At The Hospital Right Now. 2 Days Ago, Mum Was Scheduled For Her Knee Operation. The Knee Operation Was A Success But When She Was About To Be Brought To The Recovery Centre, Her Heart Stop And She Couldnt Breathe. And So, She Was Admitted To The ICU Which She Needs To Depend On The Breathing Machine, To Breathe Again. Those Moments Were Really Terrifying For Me and My Families. Only Her Finger Moves, Indicating That She Can Hear Us And She's Strong Going Through This. But Today Morning, Alhamdulilah, She Doesnt Need The Breathing Device And Was Back To Her Normal Ward. Alhamdulilah.. Alhamdulilah.. Alhamdulilah... =]

~AzurA~

* I don't know what hurts more.. missing you, and knowing that I can't be with you.. or knowing that you don't even miss me *

2009-12-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

My Sincerest Apologies To My Good Friends For Not Contacting You Guys This Few Days.. Have Been Having Personal Problems Lately.. Mum Is In The Hospital. She Had A Great Fall And Her Knee Got Dislocated. Dad Isnt Feeling Well Either, He Sprained His Ankle, And Its Now Swollen. House Is Managed By Me.. Sisters Are Busy Working.. I Dunno How To Manage Once Im Back To School Next Week.. I Need To Be Strong.. God.. Give Me Your Guidance.. Good Night All.. =)

~ AzurA ~

* Why do I see you in everything I do? Why does every song remind me of you? I guess it's because no matter how hard I try, I just can't fall out of love with you *